I had a heart to heart with my dad and it just seemed to make everything so much clearer for me. I’ve tried and tried so hard for Elliott and I can’t physically do anymore than what I’ve already done. There isn’t anything stopping Elliott from contacting me. If he wanted to, he would be. But at least I can look at myself in the mirror and tell the person I see that I did everything I could do and I tried my hardest. I put up a fight for the person I loved most, I didn’t lose though. I came from a very dark place and made changes for myself. I didn’t lose anything. He did. I heard what I needed to hear from the best person I needed to hear it from. I can finally let go and accept it. I did all that I could do and I’m proud of myself.